My friends!!!

This is to my best friends:

Caitlin: you've been my best friend ever since the 1st grade. and i'm pretty much the worst friend in the world. but i know that you're always there for me and i really don't think of you as my friend, you're pretty much my sister. i love you and would give my left boob for you. lol i'm so proud of you in everything you do.

Caroline: Caroline!!! I love ya so much. i just think of you and i smile. you always know how to make me laugh and how to cheer me up when i'm down. i know we don't get to see each other alot but i hope we're old ladies in the same nursing home together. lol thank you so much for being in my wedding. It meant so much to me! I love ya!

Robin: we've had our ups and downs but i consider us pretty much sisters so that's why we disagree sometimes and we're alike. to be honest, i never really liked some of corey's girlfriends but i'm so glad he met you!! you're the poo and i'm glad you're my neighbor also. lol i'm glad that we get to be friends forever and our kids are gonna be best friends and go to tennessee games together. lol

Sara Beth: yeah you're phillip's cousin but who cares. i consider you one of my closest friends. you're amazing and i'm glad i was blessed to be married into his family. i love his family and he has the greatest cousins ever!! i'm so glad you like me and approve of me. lol you're the best and you're growing up so quick and (i sound like some old lady) i can't wait to watch you grow up and graduate and get married and have babies. lol but for now i can't wait until you get your driver's licsence and get to drive me around places. i love ya!!

wedding week!!! blog 1 of 7

Well...I figured i'd let everyone have daily updates about my wedding!! So today i tanned and then finished my wedding cd...It is awesome!!! I can't wait for everyone to hear it!! Then i made my programs. Now i just need to take them to staples and have them print them and fold them...yay!!! So much fun!!! Now i'm just waiting on my Cori to get back to Cleveland tonight so i can show her my programs...i can't wait!!! Only 6 more days!!! woot-woot!! I'm going tomorrow and giving Latta's sister my application to the Doughnut Connection!! fun fun! Extra cash moneys. Anyways, so i went like 3 days without washing my hair...just a little fun fact about me this week. Well i guess i'll type more tomorrow!!

FINALLY!!!

So...this is it...i more week and i start a new chapter in my life...am i scared? yes. who wouldn't be? I'm leaving my parents who've i've known for almost 21 years and going to marry a man i've only known for 2 1/2 years...kinda scary huh? i'm excited but scared. no more relying on mommy and daddy, now me and phillip have 1 life together. When i was little i was always afraid to get married. I remember seeing things on t.v about husbands killing their wives and kids and i said that i wasn't gonna get married because my husband would kill me...i know its crazy but hey! ya never know. But i know philip wouldn't do that. Anyways, i'm excited! I can't wait to have kids with him. I can't wait to see what they look like. But that'll be a long way from now....i'm not like the sluts that i went to school with that had kids when they were 13. I take birth control...yeah...belive it or not little 16 year olds...there's such a thing. Anyways, i also enrolled back into cleveland state to become an EMT. I know that my calling is the medical field and i believe God (and cori) is also calling me to become an EMT. Plus, i've never wanted anything more. And as most of you know, i quit a couple of years ago but i'm gonna finish this time!! I want to do something that will make phillip proud and make my family and friends proud of me and i'm gonna kick this class's butt and it's not gonna scare me like it did the last time. I know that if God wants me to do this, and i try my darn hardest, he'll help me through it.

I thought i graduated from high school drama in 2007???

I'm not gonna say names because i'm not like that...so can i noy say anything that i believe in??? i say one thing to somebody because i trust them to not say anything and they totally tell that certain person and then twist my words around...why??? i haven't done anything to them...ok i'm not perfect. i have hurt people and i totally regret it because i'm not that kind of person. i just tend to not think before i say them but this situation is different...so i guess i'm supposed to blend in with everybody and be conservative and just keep my thoughts to myself?? isn't this america?? i didn't mean to hurt anybody but i can't help what i believe in...this is ridicolus...but to sum it up...i'm not apologizing. i did nothing wrong. people just can't keep their mouths shut. so i'm innocent and if anybody wants to say anything let me know cause i want them to say it to my face because i'm standing up for what i believe in!!!!

randomness...my usual life

well...let's see...this week has started horribly. Yesterday i told the preacher that me and phillip live together...not a good idea. well...he wasn't mad but still. It was embarrasing. But i'm not gonna lie in church right? I realized that i'm not perfect so who cares if i'm judged, only God can judge me and no one else is allowed to and i know that he loves me and i'm sure he's upset but he's forgiving and i know that he has forgiven me. And today i had a root canal...only if john wills knew what this tooth has done to me since the 3rd grade. lol oh well i think today will be a good day today because i'm home chillin on the bed, playin on my computer and watching what not to wear!!! i love this show!! and i get to see phillip for more than 2 hours today. I love phillip so much!!! and he's my best friend and the love of my life i don't know what i'd do without him. he's my everything and the fact that he can put up with me is another reason why i love him. yay phillip!!! i miss my cats...wah